no revisiting
the funny thing about me?
i can love you like really do, or at the very least realy want to be with you. and til the day that we call it quits i will exert more than the effort needed to make it work. but when it's done, it's done.
no revisiting pasts, no trying to get what we had back, no nothing.
cause i will try to hold on, look for ways to make it work, while we still are. but if it has to end, i'll let it end. i will wallow, then move on. no question the feelings i had for you will be an oft passed upon memory. but a memory it will remain.
because there's gonna be no seconds.
not even for you, you mind fucker you.
so when you call in the middle of the night and you tell me things i would've wanted to hear round two summers ago and you tell me stories about the life you've been having since then, i have to ask,
what in the name of all that is good are you thinking?
is this some new form of messing with my mind that you're attempting? cause since then in addition to my more recent concerns you have been hovering like a bad choice in the back of my mind. and while yes i am tempted, cause god knows that summer and the months that followed were the most memorable ever, all that's happening right now is i'll have to say no.
cause if yes, and the urge is overwhelming, i might not ever find a point of return.
(thank god you don't read this shit)
i can love you like really do, or at the very least realy want to be with you. and til the day that we call it quits i will exert more than the effort needed to make it work. but when it's done, it's done.
no revisiting pasts, no trying to get what we had back, no nothing.
cause i will try to hold on, look for ways to make it work, while we still are. but if it has to end, i'll let it end. i will wallow, then move on. no question the feelings i had for you will be an oft passed upon memory. but a memory it will remain.
because there's gonna be no seconds.
not even for you, you mind fucker you.
so when you call in the middle of the night and you tell me things i would've wanted to hear round two summers ago and you tell me stories about the life you've been having since then, i have to ask,
what in the name of all that is good are you thinking?
is this some new form of messing with my mind that you're attempting? cause since then in addition to my more recent concerns you have been hovering like a bad choice in the back of my mind. and while yes i am tempted, cause god knows that summer and the months that followed were the most memorable ever, all that's happening right now is i'll have to say no.
cause if yes, and the urge is overwhelming, i might not ever find a point of return.
(thank god you don't read this shit)
posted by peach at 12:04 AM
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