missing sunshine

it's more than three weeks, less than a month, i know.

if i were a rational unspoiled being, maybe i'd be able to suck it up and be a man and not be miserable about it.

as reason and i have never really gotten along, i have to say:

i'm miserable without my driver, my food provider, my sounding board, my cranky time mate, my sleepy mamy, my bright sky, my best friend, my love.

sigh.

my birthday will suck big time. =(

come back na.