i think it's safe to say that i've got a big load lifted from my shoulders just now. having an all out honest to goodness conversation about misinterpreted shit with two people of different vantage points but similar honesty towards others can do that.

i guess that in the end clearing the air is the best thing to do. i don't like harboring anger. i don't like thinking evil thoughts-unless they're of the ahem sort, i don't like being in an atmosphere of distrust.

maybe the tactic of being all nice and ditzy ain't working though.

bitch is one of the ways i can go if you want.