rude awakenings and saturday catatonia

i woke up this morning without the anticipated throbbing behind the eyes and aversion to anything that is light (and yellow) that are the usual aftereffects of a night of overimbibing but to the dulcet tones of my father bellowing about the time i snuck in. i have no lingering icky feeling, but the gods of drinking have gotten their kicks in with the tragic realization that i was lucky enough to not be hungover, but i was unlucky enough to have no time to sleep all day.

the combined forces of dentist appointment and meetings with my latest volunteer thing and dinner with friends and possible close encounter with erstwhile friend and a visit with number three on my list(shhticky) make for a really full day and are now keeping me from resuming my love affair with my pillow and my bed (actually punky's bed as i am keping her company while gia is out gallivanting in pangasinan.)

imagine the pain i felt when, after i woke up after less than three hours of sleep and raced through a cold cold shower and quick breakfast-wow miracle- and grabbed a cab to katipunan all the while bracing myself for the pain i was sure i would become intimately acquainted with after my scheduled wisdom tooth extraction ( wisdom tooth worth shit no wisdom at all), the dentist told me that the procedure would have to be delayed yet again. for this, i left my x rated dream and the comfort of my blankie.

and now i'm waiting for four o clock in an internet shop in katipunan as i have a meeting for the kickoff party i have done shit for since my dad's getting sick threw me for a loop. i'm wrestling with my desire to rest and my desire to fulfill my commitments, and i think the latter will win. i think.

and for later i have an ex boy toy who may or may not visit me after he finishes his class in dil. (hmm proximity.) haven't seen him since last year round november. and im steeling myself for what is sure to be a round of coy sparring leading to more sparring. i still haven't made up my mind as to whether or not i'm looking forward to this particular segment. i'll get back to you nalang.

for now i'm checking my mail, posting useless shit, and checking friendster. moment of utter nothing. i have nothing to do. and my bed is too far away for me to do anything about doing nothing.

for sure i will keep away from alcohol tonight. it's dangerously skirting the boundaries of stupidity, and i for one prefer to be stupid sober. i've already been reprimanded, and i did listen to the reprimand. and i will heed the reprimand.

note to self: do not write shit just cause you have nothing to do.